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16/03/2008

What's Wrong with Me?

am i still that one who insist in tracing what i dream of?
am i still think that i'm abosultely somebody, someone special? or i just begin to suspect myself?
 
the guy asked me what kind of ppl were gonna join P&G, i said those toppest ones around the uni.
and he said, then how about the else, someone like u
what that means!! i was not that top ever, or never...
 
the one used to be agressive and ready to eat up the world around and what's the matter with her now?
she's not that powerful as she surposed.
she's afraid of loneliness, staying conscious and arming forces all the time
 
she's weary and become lazy.
 
may she keep her head above the water all the time.
 
and cheers, my sweety
 
23/02/2008

update here on 163

i've had no idea how to write journal in english...
so update chinese journal here http://ting.tse.blog.163.com/
keep your attention plz
17/02/2008

KNOCK IT OFF!!

I'm fed up with your BS, Cut the crap. 20yrs, it's too enough...You eat with that mouth? PUT ON or SHUT UP!  

Just look at what you've done. take up your responsibility?? you just take a hike and keep your garbage..

Well, you can take away everything when it ends.. MONEY, POSSESSION, HOUSE PROPERTY... whatever,, who cares!!! all are nothing at all in my eyes, neither my parents!! you know what? you cant understand about it. you wont know what is CONTRIBUTE, what is RESPONSIBILITY,what is LOVE..cause you are just a good for nothing bum!!

someone says, if you wanna prevent from harm, you got to be STRONG. yes that's why i said again and again to myself, there is no need to piss myself off.. i should thank you. it's YOU who make me STRONGER. I armed myself only to let my family live better. YES I SHOULD BE STRONG ENOUGH..

My MUM is self-giving, my DAD is generous. I'M NOBODY. NO WORDS I CAN SAY.. i'm just like a DOG. YOU KNOW WHAT.. DOG is goodness unless someone tramples his tail. He would be insane, exploded, ready to BITE as good as he got. I WILL DISRESPECT U LIKE U DISRESPECT MY PARENTS.

Everything's gonna END. I feel SAD, for my grand mother, from bottom of my heart. NOT FOR ANY POSSESSION, JUST BECAUSE SHE'S MY GRAND MOTHER.

When things end, THINGS BETWEEN US, got to PUT ON....

Ultimately,quote somebody's words. IF U F*** WID ME , I GOTSA F*** WID U!!

19th, back to GZ... i think i'll come back home, IF SOMETHING HAPPENS.

AND SOMETHING ELSE SHOULD BE DEALT WITH.

21/10/2007

We've Won!!!!!!!

Feel hungry for I haven’t  had supper, actually I have no apptetie after an exciting basketball match.  strenuous exercise and excessive work makes me feel stomachache frequently.

 

I told that I had no weekends here in uni. I don’t wanna brag, absolutely you cant imagine how busy I could be. I just took the Friday night to relax in LV pub with my friends. (it’s not exact to say relex, fact that is you’ll feel more tired after drinking and dancing. Perhaps just a way to abreaction.)

Our dorm administration makes it a rule that students have to get back to dorm before 11:00 p.m.and 12:30 p.m on Friday and Saturday, or we will be punished. So if we go to pub at night, we must stay out the whole night—usually live in hotel or rest house of university.

I came back to school on sat moning then devoted to working at once. I’ve been relegated from technoligy department to administration department in the cyberport. I suppose that administration serves me better, which was prooved at that day. I handled the work although it was my first day on duty. maybe my look suit the identity as an administrator more than a technician lol… (p.s. another thing comes to me when I’m saying about my look. It’s more than frequently that I am regarded as a senior grade student. Stranger guys always called me “Shi jie”, even some real senior students misunderstood What makes me puzzled is that on that day, the orderly manager of marketing department asked me whether i’m grade 2 or grade 3!!!!! Damn!)

 

Ok I wanna say about the match today, against with School of English Teaching. First I should say, we’ve won!! Come on clap plz!! the score is 21-10. and my performance is not too bad today.. my layup and perimeter shot scored. A swish made the spectators cheered. As a one-guard today, i controlled well. However, it should be mentioned that I also made some silly turnovers. Hope that the next match will be better. Unluckily, my knees hurt when I was defending the key member of their team.

 

Another guy should be more puzzled than me coz he got a T-foul and fined 10 yuan. It’s because that the judgment thought him damned “Kao()”, actually he shouted “Kong le(空了)” to his team players.lol bad for him…

 

We’ll outlet if we win the next match, against with School of law. Good luck for our team!!

 

ps. i'll send some photes recently 

18/10/2007

begin to record my university life...

after talking with my tutor, i think i should continue keeping an English diary to improve my english, as well as record my university life.

how to say, it seems that i havent made any progress since i came to GDUFS(Guangdong University of Foreign Studies), even my english is becoming poorer. well i have to say that the amosphere here is not that strong as i supposed before, no foreign tutors, no foreign students...especially in our school (School of Informatics) only 3 english lessons a week... nevertheless, the primary reason is lack of practice. everydays's schedule is full of activities, Department Of Public Relation of student union, administration of cyber port, thorn English club, talented girl club, new jazz class, and even the oasis music institute is inviting me to join their Department Of  Publicity  ...besides , I wanna do my own job, what exactly is still under consideration. What Yj said impressed me deeply—it matters nothing that how many jobs you’ve done during you uni. Life, what matters is that how great job you’ve done. It’s to say, if you carved out a entity which was known by the majority, you would impress the H.R. and have advantage of others. Well it ‘s a ongoing journey, just try to do it step by step while learning from courses, work, and kinds of people around.

 

 

2007 Canton Fair is a hit in our uni. Recently. Seeing the senior students taking the buses go and back, wearing neat business suits, I expect that it’s going to be my turn next year. You know what GDUFS attracts me most is just the numerous opportunities of foreign business. So there is no doubt that Canton Fair is my short-term goal, that is to say, passing though Cet4/6 and other necessary tests as well.

 

 

 

Alright say something abt my daily. So What’s up with me these days? Just one word can concludes—busy!!  With all the activities above which kills almost all of my time. BUT, it’s deceptive to say that how much you get equals how much you pay. Sometimes, I should say most of the time, we get just nothing after loads of work.

 

As a member of Department Of Public Relation, we have to spend much time to contact with the enterprises, try to make them sponsor our activities. Although what we’ve done since I joined the department comes to nought, I have to say that I definitely get a lot in my mind including the business principle, skill of communication… which I believe will play a role in my career life.

 

And another news is that I’m preparing for the Freshmen Cup Basketball Competition, as a member of our school lol… the first round is gonna begin on Sun. this week. Good luck for our team ^^

19/08/2007

Growth that Starts from Thinking

It seems to me a very difficult thing to put in to words the beliefs we hold and what they make you do in your life.
 
I dont know whether I believe in a future life. I believe that all that you go through here must have some value, therefore there must be some reason. And there must be some "going on ". How exactly that happens I've never been able to decide. There is a future -- that I'm sure of. But how, that I dont know. And I came to feel that it didnt really matter very cuch because whatever the future held you'd have to face it when you came to it, just as whatever life holds you have to face it in exactly the same way. And the important thing was that you never let down doing the best that you were able to do -- it might be poor because you might not have very much within you to give, or to help other people with, or to live your life with. But as long as you did the very best that you were able to do , then that was what you were put here to do and that was what you were accomplishing by being here.
 
And so I have tied to follow that out -- and not to worry about the future or what was going to happen. I think I am pretty much of a fatalist. You have to accept whatever comes and the oly important thing is that you meet it with courage and with the best that you have to give.
03/08/2007

Why I Hate Frameworks ( a keen article

Why I Hate Frameworks
I'm currently in the planning stages of building a hosted Java web application (yes, it has to be Java, for a variety of reasons that I don't feel like going into right now). In the process, I'm evaluating a bunch of J2EE portlet-enabled JSR-compliant MVC role-based CMS web service application container frameworks.

And after spending dozens of hours reading through feature lists and documentation, I'm ready to gouge out my eyes.

Let's pretend I've decided to build a spice rack.

I've done small woodworking projects before, and I think I have a pretty good idea of what I need: some wood and a few basic tools: a tape measure, a saw, a level, and a hammer.

If I were going to build a whole house, rather than just a spice rack, I'd still need a tape measure, a saw, a level, and a hammer (among other things).

So I go to the hardware store to buy the tools, and I ask the sales clerk where I can find a hammer.

"A hammer?" he asks. "Nobody really buys hammers anymore. They're kind of old fashioned."

Surprised at this development, I ask him why.

"Well, the problem with hammers is that there are so many different kinds. Sledge hammers, claw hammers, ball-peen hammers. What if you bought one kind of hammer and then realized that you needed a different kind of hammer later? You'd have to buy a separate hammer for your next task. As it turns out, most people really want a single hammer that can handle all of the different kinds of hammering tasks you might encounter in your life."

"Hmmmmmm. Well, I suppose that sounds all right. Can you show me where to find a Universal Hammer."

"No, we don't sell those anymore. They're pretty obsolete."

"Really? I thought you just said that the Universal Hammer was the wave of the future."

"As it turns out, if you make only one kind of hammer, capable of performing all the same tasks as all those different kinds of hammers, then it isn't very good at any of them. Driving a nail with a sledgehammer isn't very effective. And, if you want to kill your ex-girlfriend, there's really no substitute for a ball-peen hammer."

"That's true. So, if nobody buys Universal Hammers anymore, and if you're no longer selling all those old-fashioned kinds of hammers, what kinds of hammers do you sell?"

"Actually, we don't sell hammers at all."

"So..."

"According to our research, what people really needed wasn't a Universal Hammer after all. It's always better to have the right kind of hammer for the job. So, we started selling hammer factories, capable of producing whatever kind of hammers you might be interested in using. All you need to do is staff the hammer factory with workers, activate the machinery, buy the raw materials, pay the utility bills, and PRESTO...you'll have *exactly* the kind of hammer you need in no time flat."

"But I don't really want to buy a hammer factory..."

"That's good. Because we don't sell them anymore."

"But I thought you just said..."

"We discovered that most people don't actually need an entire hammer factory. Some people, for example, will never need a ball-peen hammer. (Maybe they've never had ex-girlfriends. Or maybe they killed them with icepicks instead.) So there's no point in someone buying a hammer factory that can produce every kind of hammer under the sun."

"Yeah, that makes a lot of sense."

"So, instead, we started selling schematic diagrams for hammer factories, enabling our clients to build their own hammer factories, custom engineered to manufacture only the kinds of hammers that they would actually need."

"Let me guess. You don't sell those anymore."

"Nope. Sure don't. As it turns out, people don't want to build an entire factory just to manufacture a couple of hammers. Leave the factory-building up to the factory-building experts, that's what I always say!!"

"And I would agree with you there."

"Yup. So we stopped selling those schematics and started selling hammer-factory-building factories. Each hammer factory factory is built for you by the top experts in the hammer factory factory business, so you don't need to worry about all the details that go into building a factory. Yet you still get all the benefits of having your own customized hammer factory, churning out your own customized hammers, according to your own specific hammer designs."

"Well, that doesn't really..."

"I know what you're going to say!! ...and we don't sell those anymore either. For some reason, not many people were buying the hammer factory factories, so we came up with a new solution to address the problem."

"Uh huh."

"When we stepped back and looked at the global tool infrastructure, we determined that people were frustrated with having to manage and operate a hammer factory factory, as well as the hammer factory that it produced. That kind of overhead can get pretty cumbersome when you deal with the likely scenario of also operating a tape measure factory factory, a saw factory factory, and a level factory factory, not to mention a lumber manufacturing conglomerate holding company. When we really looked at the situation, we determined that that's just too complex for someone who really just wants to build a spice rack."

"Yeah, no kidding."

"So this week, we're introducing a general-purpose tool-building factory factory factory, so that all of your different tool factory factories can be produced by a single, unified factory. The factory factory factory will produce only the tool factory factories that you actually need, and each of those factory factories will produce a single factory based on your custom tool specifications. The final set of tools that emerge from this process will be the ideal tools for your particular project. You'll have *exactly* the hammer you need, and exactly the right tape measure for your task, all at the press of a button (though you may also have to deploy a few *configuration files* to make it all work according to your expectations)."

"So you don't have any hammers? None at all?"

"No. If you really want a high-quality, industrially engineered spice rack, you desperately need something more advanced than a simple hammer from a rinky-dink hardware store."

"And this is the way everyone is doing it now? Everyone is using a general-purpose tool-building factory factory factory now, whenever they need a hammer?"

"Yes."

"Well…All right. I guess that's what I'll have to do. If this is the way things are done now, I guess I'd better learn how to do it."

"Good for you!!"

"This thing comes with documentation, right?"

 
 
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