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16/03/2008 What's Wrong with Me?am i still that one who insist in tracing what i dream of?
am i still think that i'm abosultely somebody, someone special? or i just begin to suspect myself?
the guy asked me what kind of ppl were gonna join P&G, i said those toppest ones around the uni.
and he said, then how about the else, someone like u
what that means!! i was not that top ever, or never...
the one used to be agressive and ready to eat up the world around and what's the matter with her now?
she's not that powerful as she surposed.
she's afraid of loneliness, staying conscious and arming forces all the time
she's weary and become lazy.
may she keep her head above the water all the time.
and cheers, my sweety
23/02/2008 update here on 163i've had no idea how to write journal in english...
so update chinese journal here http://ting.tse.blog.163.com/
keep your attention plz 17/02/2008 KNOCK IT OFF!!I'm fed up with your BS, Cut the crap. 20yrs, it's too enough...You eat with that mouth? PUT ON or SHUT UP! Just look at what you've done. take up your responsibility?? you just take a hike and keep your garbage.. Well, you can take away everything when it ends.. MONEY, POSSESSION, HOUSE PROPERTY... whatever,, who cares!!! all are nothing at all in my eyes, neither my parents!! you know what? you cant understand about it. you wont know what is CONTRIBUTE, what is RESPONSIBILITY,what is LOVE..cause you are just a good for nothing bum!! someone says, if you wanna prevent from harm, you got to be STRONG. yes that's why i said again and again to myself, there is no need to piss myself off.. i should thank you. it's YOU who make me STRONGER. I armed myself only to let my family live better. YES I SHOULD BE STRONG ENOUGH.. My MUM is self-giving, my DAD is generous. I'M NOBODY. NO WORDS I CAN SAY.. i'm just like a DOG. YOU KNOW WHAT.. DOG is goodness unless someone tramples his tail. He would be insane, exploded, ready to BITE as good as he got. I WILL DISRESPECT U LIKE U DISRESPECT MY PARENTS. Everything's gonna END. I feel SAD, for my grand mother, from bottom of my heart. NOT FOR ANY POSSESSION, JUST BECAUSE SHE'S MY GRAND MOTHER. When things end, THINGS BETWEEN US, got to PUT ON.... Ultimately,quote somebody's words. IF U F*** WID ME , I GOTSA F*** WID U!! 19th, back to GZ... i think i'll come back home, IF SOMETHING HAPPENS. AND SOMETHING ELSE SHOULD BE DEALT WITH. 21/10/2007 We've Won!!!!!!!Feel hungry for I haven’t had supper, actually I have no apptetie after an exciting basketball match. strenuous exercise and excessive work makes me feel stomachache frequently.
I told that I had no weekends here in uni. I don’t wanna brag, absolutely you cant imagine how busy I could be. I just took the Friday night to relax in LV pub with my friends. (it’s not exact to say relex, fact that is you’ll feel more tired after drinking and dancing. Perhaps just a way to abreaction.) Our dorm administration makes it a rule that students have to get back to dorm before 11:00 p.m.and 12:30 p.m on Friday and Saturday, or we will be punished. So if we go to pub at night, we must stay out the whole night—usually live in hotel or rest house of university. I came back to school on sat moning then devoted to working at once. I’ve been relegated from technoligy department to administration department in the cyberport. I suppose that administration serves me better, which was prooved at that day. I handled the work although it was my first day on duty. maybe my look suit the identity as an administrator more than a technician lol… (p.s. another thing comes to me when I’m saying about my look. It’s more than frequently that I am regarded as a senior grade student. Stranger guys always called me “Shi jie”, even some real senior students misunderstood What makes me puzzled is that on that day, the orderly manager of marketing department asked me whether i’m grade 2 or grade 3!!!!! Damn!)
Ok I wanna say about the match today, against with School of English Teaching. First I should say, we’ve won!! Come on clap plz!! the score is 21-10. and my performance is not too bad today.. my layup and perimeter shot scored. A swish made the spectators cheered. As a one-guard today, i controlled well. However, it should be mentioned that I also made some silly turnovers. Hope that the next match will be better. Unluckily, my knees hurt when I was defending the key member of their team.
Another guy should be more puzzled than me coz he got a T-foul and fined 10 yuan. It’s because that the judgment thought him damned “Kao(靠)”, actually he shouted “Kong le(空了)” to his team players.lol bad for him…
We’ll outlet if we win the next match, against with School of law. Good luck for our team!!
ps. i'll send some photes recently 18/10/2007 begin to record my university life...after talking with my tutor, i think i should continue keeping an English diary to improve my english, as well as record my university life. how to say, it seems that i havent made any progress since i came to GDUFS(Guangdong University of Foreign Studies), even my english is becoming poorer. well i have to say that the amosphere here is not that strong as i supposed before, no foreign tutors, no foreign students...especially in our school (School of Informatics) only 3 english lessons a week... nevertheless, the primary reason is lack of practice. everydays's schedule is full of activities, Department Of Public Relation of student union, administration of cyber port, thorn English club, talented girl club, new jazz class, and even the oasis music institute is inviting me to join their Department Of Publicity ...besides , I wanna do my own job, what exactly is still under consideration. What Yj said impressed me deeply—it matters nothing that how many jobs you’ve done during you uni. Life, what matters is that how great job you’ve done. It’s to say, if you carved out a entity which was known by the majority, you would impress the H.R. and have advantage of others. Well it ‘s a ongoing journey, just try to do it step by step while learning from courses, work, and kinds of people around.
2007 Canton Fair is a hit in our uni. Recently. Seeing the senior students taking the buses go and back, wearing neat business suits, I expect that it’s going to be my turn next year. You know what GDUFS attracts me most is just the numerous opportunities of foreign business. So there is no doubt that Canton Fair is my short-term goal, that is to say, passing though Cet4/6 and other necessary tests as well.
Alright say something abt my daily. So What’s up with me these days? Just one word can concludes—busy!! With all the activities above which kills almost all of my time. BUT, it’s deceptive to say that how much you get equals how much you pay. Sometimes, I should say most of the time, we get just nothing after loads of work.
As a member of Department Of Public Relation, we have to spend much time to contact with the enterprises, try to make them sponsor our activities. Although what we’ve done since I joined the department comes to nought, I have to say that I definitely get a lot in my mind including the business principle, skill of communication… which I believe will play a role in my career life.
And another news is that I’m preparing for the Freshmen Cup Basketball Competition, as a member of our school lol… the first round is gonna begin on Sun. this week. Good luck for our team ^^ 19/08/2007 Growth that Starts from ThinkingIt seems to me a very difficult thing to put in to words the beliefs we hold and what they make you do in your life.
I dont know whether I believe in a future life. I believe that all that you go through here must have some value, therefore there must be some reason. And there must be some "going on ". How exactly that happens I've never been able to decide. There is a future -- that I'm sure of. But how, that I dont know. And I came to feel that it didnt really matter very cuch because whatever the future held you'd have to face it when you came to it, just as whatever life holds you have to face it in exactly the same way. And the important thing was that you never let down doing the best that you were able to do -- it might be poor because you might not have very much within you to give, or to help other people with, or to live your life with. But as long as you did the very best that you were able to do , then that was what you were put here to do and that was what you were accomplishing by being here.
And so I have tied to follow that out -- and not to worry about the future or what was going to happen. I think I am pretty much of a fatalist. You have to accept whatever comes and the oly important thing is that you meet it with courage and with the best that you have to give. 03/08/2007 Why I Hate Frameworks ( a keen articleWhy I Hate Frameworks |
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